A Year ago, a ship came down
It pulled me up and up and up and up
Like the movies. There were nightmares and fever dreams
Sometimes it was trippy
I had visions and euphoria
And depression and loneliness
I was at my fittest and my not fittest, all in the same year, on a spaceship high in the sky
It dropped me off a few weeks ago, though I’m not sure of the date
And everything is different but also the same
Am I still me?
What. Happened.
?
?
And then, my wife laughs, my kids hug, a friend texts, the drain clogs.
And then, the students work and share and the room sparks to life
And I know that this is real and I wonder if maybe the past was the dream?
I wish there never was a spaceship and yet
I’m thankful still for what I know was, is, and will be…real
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Thanks to www.twowritingteachers.org for the opportunity/challenge to write daily for 30 days!
I really love your poem. It beautifully captures ALL the feels of the last year! Thank you for sharing it here!
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Yes, living in that dream or nightmare? has been surreal and other worldly. Love how you captured this time of uncertainty and change. One year – it’s amazing to think about.
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It’s been quite a ride. I think your question about still being you is so interesting. Have we changed? Are the changes going to bring us forward?
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This past year has been straight out of a sci fi book so yes, alien abduction fits. I am embracing all the good that came out of it so I don’t look at it as a lost year. That would be unbearable!
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It really has all been so surreal hasn’t it? It feels like maybe we’re maybe starting to come out of it…but still a long way.
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